i feel so trapped by you. gradually, i build up the strength to stand up to you, to say no, to not give in. but as always, you talk to me in a moment of weakness, when you know i’m hurting and we fall right back into the same old pattern. it’s like a never-ending cycle i will never escape from. all i want to do is leave you, never speak to you again, but something stops me. maybe it’s the possibility that things could be different, or maybe i just don’t want to let go of someone who makes me feel like no one else can, but all i know is it fucking sucks.

(Source: starsandpollutedskies)